we are still on the ride.
it has been almost 3 weeks since it started, and we really thought we would have some direction by now as to what the ride would look like. it hasn't been pleasant, either.
God, however, has other ideas.
i have been up and down emotionally since the whole thing started, and honestly, being pregnant is NOT helping any.
my husband, well, he is hanging in there the best he can. what else can you do when your wife is so emotionally unpredictable?
i posted before that i don't like roller coaster rides in the dark.
i am beginning to rethink that.
the roller coaster is never-ending, and the idea of it being lit is, well, an illusion really.
God never promised me that i would know when the dips, turns, and even loop-de-loops would be.
i THINK i know what the ride looks like because i illumine it with my own ideas, thoughts, desires, altogether leaving God out of the picture.
He never said He would tell me what was coming. i always want to know, but, i never have been able to predict what God is going to do.
am i rambling?
the gist of this is that God knows what He has for me and my family. He is in control, no matter how much i want to control things.
if i could see what God could see, then i would have chosen this path for us. because He chose it for us, and He is sovereign.
bring on the roller coaster! the ride is unexpected, but will bring glory to the One who created the world.
it doesn't get any better than that.