about how difficult this new road is. how hard it is to manage everything and everyone and maintain just the bare minimum.
how i am not even done unpacking yet.
and it is carrying over onto this blog, because it seems like when i post, or when i think about posting, it is all connected to this struggle.
so, even though it isn't monday, i am going to do my Multitude Monday post, anyway.
because i need to refocus. not just in my scatter-brained head where i will get distracted after the first or second gift.
but make it tangible. so i can look back on it and remember that there is good in my life right now. it isn't all craziness and chaos and things that make me cry.
how about you? do you need to take a moment to refocus? head on over to A Holy Experience and join in the Gratitude Community. it will change your life.
my baby's first real crawl! on his 7 month birth-day!
that i was here, at home, and not at work to see it happen :)
two days later, his first unsupported sit. now he is going all over the place sitting and crawling and basically making us all jump up when he gets too close to the hall or the stairs (the gate is going up today!)
the illness that kept me down for 24 hours solid, but then relented... apparently i needed a day of rest. (next time i could forgo the vomiting, though!)
the husband that took charge so that i could lay in bed and on the couch for that 24 hours
the prayer cover that prevented anyone else in the house from coming down with the same illness
"caviar" cat... a constant companion for my 7 year old since he was 2. our "velveteen rabbit" that has been eating with us and playing with us non-stop. he had been put away for a time, but tictac was needing his special friend lately
a tender moment of play between bonobo and stinkerbell. he occasionally shows her love even though he claims to despise her :)
'knocking down hugs' from a 3 year old princess
whispers of 'i love you,too' from my children as i close the door at bedtime
pulling the blankets over pajama-clad bodies as i check on the sleeping babes one more time before i go to bed... even at 4 am.
multiple mid-night nursing sessions with the baby. i love that i can still comfort him in this way... and i don't even care that he should be sleeping through the night right now.
the crazy inventions of my 7 year old as he devises plans to create his own world.. along with pictures :)
my daughters new found love for puzzles. they occupied her for hours the other day
the potential client my husband sat down with this week
extended story time with all the kids as we continued our journey with transportation
lovin' , kiss and headbonk...a tradition that disappeared for a while, but is making its way back into our nighttime routine
i am glad to share these with you as i record my list. slowly making my way toward 1000 gifts! #'s 141-157